Wednesday, November 10, 2010

My monolog...

I have been away for quite some times ;) trying to stabilize myself in this very challenging world. Dealing with ownself is much harder these days than the good old days with new technologies and new attitude coming in. I am so bless with most good people around me. Not to say that there's no bad ones, but I would say they are in minority. Sometimes if we let the minority taking over our lives, it can be bad too! The impacts can be 10 times worst than the majority. So I'll try to manage it with help from good friends. As my good friend use to say, the world is bigger than the small workplace. So we could've been better if we set that in our heads :) I think it's true! Don't let the negativities eat our positivities. There are lotsa political issues going on in the workplace which sometimes we cannot cope with it especially when we hold the ideal priciples of surviving life. But we have to live with it and do the right truthful things even if it seems to vanish from this polluted earth. I started to scare to death when I came to think about all the pollution and contamination going on in this world. But what can a person do to be heard? At least all we can do is leaving a good legacies so people will remember and hopefully follow our footsteps. SOmetimes we tried so hard to change the environment till we get really exhausted but people still in their own old skin, the last thing we can do is leave it to God and let Him do His job. But still we have to pray for the good things to grow not the destruction. Please remember we get nothing out of destruction. But we take whatever we can as our lessons, learn from the mistakes and not to repeat them again. That's why history is important. But modern people is trying to kick the histories away since for them they are no more relevant. We forget, we are part of history and because of history we are here in this world breathing the air and enjoying lives. This is not only for you but for me to remember.

When I get sad or happy, I always remind myself that to live is a chance, but death is the absolute. That's what guide me back to the trail when I started to go ashtray. People can do bad things or good things to us and vice versa. But at the end of the day do our hearts feel peace? Only we can answer it. When we treat our heart good, we'll get good results.

Lastly, remember this: to treat the world, we have have to treat ouselves, to treat ourselves we have to treat our hearts. Even the baddest person on earth has piece of goodness inside. Never think it is too late, God is gracious, loving and forgiver.... it's never too late...