Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Monolog dari hati part 2
Amboihhh dah lama tak tulih bahasa Malaysia loghat Kedah aihh... rasa macam nak merepek sikit hari ni. dan bahasa ibunda lah yang paling afdal kalo nak merepek kan hehe... Hari ni kurasa nak bercerita tentang apresiasi. Apresiasi ni apa? Dalam perkataan lainnya, ia juga bermaksud penghargaan, tanda berterima kasih kasih kita pada seseorang, sesuatu. Atau lain interpretasinya ialah bersyukur lah! Kita berterima kasih kat makhluk sebagai tanda bersyukur kepada Allah Ta'ala. kan kan kan! Kalau salah sesapa (hello? hello? ada orang dak?) tolong betoikanlah no...
Ku terpanggil untuk menulis tentang penghargaan ni kerana terlihatkan diriku dan persekitaranku yang semakin jarang menghargai makhluk lalu terlupa tentang Tuhannya. Kekadang kita terpanggil berbuat kebaikan kepada orang lain, tetapi kebaikan kita itu disalahertikan orang orang yang dibantu lalu kita dihina atau diketepikan atau tidak dipedulikan dan macam-macam lagi. Kita buat apa? Kita kena sabaqqqq... sampai bila kita kena sabaq? Bak kata Ustaz Pahrol Juoi bila ditanyakan tentang hal ini kat ikim.fm, apa kata beliau? Katanya, "sampai bila-bilalah.." Tersenyum ku dengaq. Bak kata orang Kedah pulak, takpalah biaq orang buat kat kita, jangan sesekali kita buat kat orang naa. Situasi ini tidak menghargai ini berlaku didalam banyak peringkat kehidupan tak kira bangsa, umur, agama, dan sebagainya. Biasa kita lihat contoh yang glemer dalam tv dan berlaku jugak dalam kehidupan sehari-harian, anak derhaka pada ibubapa, sebab apa? mungkin kedua-dua pihak ibubapa dan anak tidak menghargai antara satu sama lain, atau anak tidak menghargai ibubapa. Ada banyak jugak kes sebaliknya yang kadang tidak kita sedari, iaitulah ibubapa derhaka kepada anak seperti kata Ustaz Zahazan dalam majalah Solusi suatu ketika dulu. Yang itu kes ibubapa tidak menghargai anak. Kes lainnya juga berlaku dalam perhubungan adik-beradik, kawan tak hargai rakan, pakcik makcik tak hargai anak-anak menakan, manusia tak hargai alam, manusia tak hargai binatang dan sebagainya hehe... yang penting ia berkaitan dengan manusia. Manusia lah yang diberi hati dan akal oleh Allah. Mengapa tidak mahu berfikir? Nikmat Allah manakah yang kamu dustakan? Kita sentiasa memerlukan untuk meneruskan kehidupan. Adalah lebih baik bergantung kat Allah daripada manusia. Betoi tapi kadang Allah salurkan pertolonganNya melalui hambaNya yang lain kepada kita. Siapa kita untuk menidakkan? Oleh itu mai la kita sesama belajar mengucapkan terima kasih sambil senyum kat orang yang membantu kita. Kat pokok tempat kita berteduh pon kita senyum dan cakap terima kasih. Kat batu tempat kita bersandar pon kita senyum dan ucap terima kasih. mana tau kot-kot time la pulak malaikat catit senyuman paling ikhlas pernah kita beri dalam hidup. Pappp!! buleh masuk syurga. Sapa tau? Kita bukan Tuhan. Dan jangan buat qeja Tuhan pon. Sebab tulah kita selalu letih dalam hidup sebab kita dok sebok nak buat qeja Tuhan kan! Siapalah kita nak menyelesaikan qeja Tuhan... tak larat tuuu...
Kita biasanya bersyukur bila dapat rezeki. Rezeki selalunya kita tafsirkan sebagai duit, harta, pangkat dan rupa. Tudia betapa singkatnya pemikiran kita kan! Tak kata orang lain la ku yang bercakap ni pon sama naiknya hehehe... Bak kata Sheikh Sya'rawi, harta tu salah satu juzuk ja dalam rezeki, rezeki ada banyak, ada rezeki sihat, rezeki anak, rezeki makan, segala nikmat yang Allah beri tu semuanya rezeki. Dan bukan harta satu ja yang dikatakan rezeki. Oleh itu kenalah kita carik ilmu kalau nak tau pasai semua ni. Kalau dok saja, mana ilmu nak mai samalah macam rezeki. Sampai bila-bila pon ilmu kita takkan cukup, sebab lagi banyak kita belajar lagi banyak kita tau dan lagi banyak kita tak tau. hehehe pening kan! yalah lagi tau, lagilah banyak soalan yang kita nak tanya. Jadi tulah maksudnya lagi banyak kita tak tau kan kan kan...
Tapi kita tetap jugak kena carik ilmu sebab Ustaz Pahrol Juoi kata, ada orang buat dosa seminit, ada sejam, ada yang buat dosa 2 minggu, 4 bulan, 8 tahun, tapi ada orang buat dosa selama-selamanya... Iaitulah orang yang tidak mahu mencari ilmu meskipun dia tidak tahu. Perghhh... ada berani buat dosa selama-lamanya?? tak dapat beb! itu cari nahas namanya. Bukannya susah pon. sekarang ni merata masjid kat lembah klang ni ada kuliyah, tak maghrib, subuh, takpon lepas isyak. Tak pon event merata orang buat. Kalau kat bukan kat Lembah Klang pon, boleh tengok streaming live online walaupon tidak berada ditempat kejadian. Haa apa lagi mau? Senang banyak dah la ni. dulu takpalah pakai mesin taip, mana leh kluaq gambaq kan. sekarang henpon dah boleh tengok dah. Antara ada wi-fi ka dak la kan?! kehkehkehkeh kalo takdak p carik kedai wi-fi free...
Bercakap punya bercakap dah sepelaung dah ku tulis sesambil buat qeja, sat-sat berenti hehe bila sambung balik tu yang jadi panjang berjela tu hehe... sudahlah!
Nanti kita cerita lagi na.. ni kira bercakap dalam hati macam sinetron Indonesia hahaha orang tak dengaq tapi buleh tengok. canggih kan! hahaha
Sekianlah dulu rancangan kita Sekepok Tiga... hehehe haizz satgi orang kata cetak rompak plak! hahaha
Wassalam ~
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Full Moon
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Happy New Year 2013!
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Nurul Iman
Oh, to continue with my supposed entry hehe.. Habib Ali is my another favorite ulama. I knew both role model of mine from IKIM.fm radio. I love Dr Zulkifli because he practise what he preached. You can see them from their appearances, akhlaks (attitude) and the way they carry themselves. Both always exceed my expectation when they answered any questions and very humble too. SubhanAllah. Habib in arabic means someone who is knowledgeable or literally means lover. He is in love with knowledge. Both are! I would love to be like them too =)
That's all for now. Am actually a little sleepy just now so while doing my work, i divert myself and write new entry haha.. NOw I am awake after some Dhuha sprinkling wuduk. I'll update later after Isyak probably at the masjid. Later!
Monday, November 26, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Talking to nature
I ignore nature for quite a while now. Today somehow i feel like interacting with them again. I was so busy with human and world lately. Shame on me. Last time when i connected to nature i was closer to God more than i know. I was back on track, and free from worldly hassle. Then i am lost again. I understand God is testing due to there's a price to pay to enter His Jannah.
The weather is a little gloomy this evening as i walk to a shop to buy spaghetti sauce. I decided to continue walking and hear the wind and do zikr with the trees. Along the way i passed by shops, restaurants, houses and i saw boys playing soccer, mom playing with her kids in their house, guys eating in restaurants while teasing the government, children hate their foods, pakistanis walking happily with their friends after work, an aunty walking slowly down the stairs due to some illness, etc... suddenly a little squirrel crossed my path and it reminds me of Gaza, Syria and Rohingya. We are here living what we think an ordinary lives and they thought we were living a far more than beautiful lives. Like one of the poem i'd heard on ikim.fm, we cried because of we broke our love relationship, our children failed in exams, etc... we hate our government, nothing is going our ways, nothing is good for us. Everybody is doing the wrong thing. And yet we still live peacefully. We can walk along the street without being bombarded, we can eat and have quality times with our family and friends discussing our future, mom can always scold her children due to they did not doing things her way, dad still want what he wants even though it might jeopardize his health, a group of guys can always yell at the tv because they hated the government, friends fight because they were jealous of each others, etc... i stopped at a bus stop and drink my bottle of green tea with lemon and taled to the trees, i am so grateful i can still stroll around my resident and feel the cold breeze, and breath the free fresh air. I watch the cars pass me by, i feel so bless but am still lost. Why? I have plenty of time to get closer to my Creator, but i always think and said i have no time. I have time to chat with my friend over the phone and yet i have no time to do zikr and read the Quran. I have time to do solah, but still i rush in doing it and lack of focus. I don't know where i'm rushing to. While our darlings in Gaza benefit every minutes that they have in hands. Focus, istiqamah, determine. All because of Allah and Muhammad Rasulullah. We really are far from them. We donate because we cannot stand watching the vids and photos of kids being shot, blood pools everywhere, corps lying on the streets, etc... how many of us do it because of Allah? We take care of our parents because it's our responsibilities, mom gave birth to us, dad took care of us since day one. So we ought to repay by taking care of them when we grew up. Not because of Allah. We need to revisit our objective when we promised in front of Allah before we were born and in the world of ruh. I am saying all these more to myself than to you ;-)
Hopefully we can change to be a better person that we are today. Remember change starts with me. Giving is happiness.
Monday, September 17, 2012
Kapal Haji Dalam Kenangan (Hajj Ship in Memories)
p/s: I'll elaborate more if there is request hehe :)


