Saturday, March 9, 2013

Majalis Ilmu

Semenjak dua menjak ni entah mengapa (ceeewahh) daku sangat berkenan menghadiri majlis ilmu Darul Murtadza kat Masjid Muadz Bin Jabal kat Setiawangsa. Majlis ni diperkenalkan kepadaku oleh sobatku POt Amir ahlul band Innuendo dulu. Yang pemes dengan lagu Belaian Jiwa dedulu tuu... Memula masa dia bagitau pasai majlis ilmu ni, ku kaget gak... dalam hatiku dok berkata "ishh Pot ni biaq betoi, dia nasihatku supaya tidak terpengaruh dengan ajaran-ajaran yang tidak bermanfaat. Ni apa pulak Habib ni, tak penah dengaq pulak geng Habib ni" Almaklumlah sekarang ni macam-macam ajaran sesat. Yalah kita pon risau gak, hehe dia risau ke kita, kita pon risau ke dia. Dah setahun kot, Pot ajak join tapi ku maleh nak pi hehehe... tetiba awal tahun ni hatiku terbuka untuk join majlis ini.




Alkisahnya bila sampai, ku terpegun dengan penjelasan Habib Ali ini. Ku akui la memang Habib Ali ni agak segak hehehe tapi bila dengaq beliau menerangkan tentang sesuatu, pandangan dia tu memang kena bertepek-tepek atas batang hidung yang tak mancung ni. Teruih la lupa habih pasai kehenseman beliau. Sebelum Habib Ali, banyak jugak ustaz-ustaz yang menarik perhatianku contohnya Dr. Zulkifli Muhamad Al Bakri, Ahmad Shugairi, Sheikh A'ala, Dr Zaharuddin Abd Rahman, Dr Zahazan, Prof Dr Muhaya, UStazah Norhafizah Musa, Dr Rubiah, Dr Zakir Naik, Ustaz Haryanto Rokman, Sheikh Nuruddin, Ustaz Muhadir Hj Joll, Sheikh Frederick, Sheikh Suhaib Webb, Dr Jamnul Azhar Mulkan, Ustaz Badlishah Alaudin, Ustaz Ghazali, Ustaz Haslin, Ustaz Hasnil, dan banyak lagi, tak tertulis kat sini...

Dan akhirnya ku dah jatuh cintan dengan majlis ilmu ini. Darul Murtadza ni tetiap hari Jumaat saja, hari lain daku masih lagi setia dengan masjid negeri ka, masjid Al Falah ka, Surau Al Madaniyah USJ ka, atau memanalah yang sempat sampai. Tiada istilah tempat sepesipik na... hehe kita terjah memana yang sempat. Yang penting kita doa kat Allah supaya diberi ilmu yang bermanfaat, Takdak orang yang boleh lindungi kita dari perkara apa pun kecuali Allah....

Insya Allah kalu berkesempatan, daku akan cuba menulis ilmu yang kudapati dari majalis ilmu yang dihadiri atau didengari di IKIM.fm kat blog ni... dok cuba cari masa ni hehe masa tu ada cuma diri sendiri tak pandai mengurus masa. hehe...

Sekian, adios amigos

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Monolog dari hati part 2

Assalamualaikum dan selamat pagi,
Amboihhh dah lama tak tulih bahasa Malaysia loghat Kedah aihh... rasa macam nak merepek sikit hari ni. dan bahasa ibunda lah yang paling afdal kalo nak merepek kan hehe... Hari ni kurasa nak bercerita tentang apresiasi. Apresiasi ni apa? Dalam perkataan lainnya, ia juga bermaksud penghargaan, tanda berterima kasih kasih kita pada seseorang, sesuatu. Atau lain interpretasinya ialah bersyukur lah! Kita berterima kasih kat makhluk sebagai tanda bersyukur kepada Allah Ta'ala. kan kan kan! Kalau salah sesapa (hello? hello? ada orang dak?) tolong betoikanlah no...

Ku terpanggil untuk menulis tentang penghargaan ni kerana terlihatkan diriku dan persekitaranku yang semakin jarang menghargai makhluk lalu terlupa tentang Tuhannya. Kekadang kita terpanggil berbuat kebaikan kepada orang lain, tetapi kebaikan kita itu disalahertikan orang orang yang dibantu lalu kita dihina atau diketepikan atau tidak dipedulikan dan macam-macam lagi. Kita buat apa? Kita kena sabaqqqq... sampai bila kita kena sabaq? Bak kata Ustaz Pahrol Juoi bila ditanyakan tentang hal ini kat ikim.fm, apa kata beliau? Katanya, "sampai bila-bilalah.." Tersenyum ku dengaq. Bak kata orang Kedah pulak, takpalah biaq orang buat kat kita, jangan sesekali kita buat kat orang naa. Situasi ini tidak menghargai ini berlaku didalam banyak peringkat kehidupan tak kira bangsa, umur, agama, dan sebagainya. Biasa kita lihat contoh yang glemer dalam tv dan berlaku jugak dalam kehidupan sehari-harian, anak derhaka pada ibubapa, sebab apa? mungkin kedua-dua pihak ibubapa dan anak tidak menghargai antara satu sama lain, atau anak tidak menghargai ibubapa. Ada banyak jugak kes sebaliknya yang kadang tidak kita sedari, iaitulah ibubapa derhaka kepada anak seperti kata Ustaz Zahazan dalam majalah Solusi suatu ketika dulu. Yang itu kes ibubapa tidak menghargai anak. Kes lainnya juga berlaku dalam perhubungan adik-beradik, kawan tak hargai rakan, pakcik makcik tak hargai anak-anak menakan, manusia tak hargai alam, manusia tak hargai binatang dan sebagainya hehe... yang penting ia berkaitan dengan manusia. Manusia lah yang diberi hati dan akal oleh Allah. Mengapa tidak mahu berfikir? Nikmat Allah manakah yang kamu dustakan? Kita sentiasa memerlukan untuk meneruskan kehidupan. Adalah lebih baik bergantung kat Allah daripada manusia. Betoi tapi kadang Allah salurkan pertolonganNya melalui hambaNya yang lain kepada kita. Siapa kita untuk menidakkan? Oleh itu mai la kita sesama belajar mengucapkan terima kasih sambil senyum kat orang yang membantu kita. Kat pokok tempat kita berteduh pon kita senyum dan cakap terima kasih. Kat batu tempat kita bersandar pon kita senyum dan ucap terima kasih. mana tau kot-kot time la pulak malaikat catit senyuman paling ikhlas pernah kita beri dalam hidup. Pappp!! buleh masuk syurga. Sapa tau? Kita bukan Tuhan. Dan jangan buat qeja Tuhan pon. Sebab tulah kita selalu letih dalam hidup sebab kita dok sebok nak buat qeja Tuhan kan! Siapalah kita nak menyelesaikan qeja Tuhan... tak larat tuuu...

Kita biasanya bersyukur bila dapat rezeki. Rezeki selalunya kita tafsirkan sebagai duit, harta, pangkat dan rupa. Tudia betapa singkatnya pemikiran kita kan! Tak kata orang lain la ku yang bercakap ni pon sama naiknya hehehe... Bak kata Sheikh Sya'rawi, harta tu salah satu juzuk ja dalam rezeki, rezeki ada banyak, ada rezeki sihat, rezeki anak, rezeki makan, segala nikmat yang Allah beri tu semuanya rezeki. Dan bukan harta satu ja yang dikatakan rezeki. Oleh itu kenalah kita carik ilmu kalau nak tau pasai semua ni. Kalau dok saja, mana ilmu nak mai samalah macam rezeki. Sampai bila-bila pon ilmu kita takkan cukup, sebab lagi banyak kita belajar lagi banyak kita tau dan lagi banyak kita tak tau. hehehe pening kan! yalah lagi tau, lagilah banyak soalan yang kita nak tanya. Jadi tulah maksudnya lagi banyak kita tak tau kan kan kan...
Tapi kita tetap jugak kena carik ilmu sebab Ustaz Pahrol Juoi kata, ada orang buat dosa seminit, ada sejam, ada yang buat dosa 2 minggu, 4 bulan, 8 tahun, tapi ada orang buat dosa selama-selamanya... Iaitulah orang yang tidak mahu mencari ilmu meskipun dia tidak tahu. Perghhh... ada berani buat dosa selama-lamanya?? tak dapat beb! itu cari nahas namanya. Bukannya susah pon. sekarang ni merata masjid kat lembah klang ni ada kuliyah, tak maghrib, subuh, takpon lepas isyak. Tak pon event merata orang buat. Kalau kat bukan kat Lembah Klang pon, boleh tengok streaming live online walaupon tidak berada ditempat kejadian. Haa apa lagi mau? Senang banyak dah la ni. dulu takpalah pakai mesin taip, mana leh kluaq gambaq kan. sekarang henpon dah boleh tengok dah. Antara ada wi-fi ka dak la kan?! kehkehkehkeh kalo takdak p carik kedai wi-fi free...

Bercakap punya bercakap dah sepelaung dah ku tulis sesambil buat qeja, sat-sat berenti hehe bila sambung balik tu yang jadi panjang berjela tu hehe... sudahlah!

Nanti kita cerita lagi na.. ni kira bercakap dalam hati macam sinetron Indonesia hahaha orang tak dengaq tapi buleh tengok. canggih kan! hahaha

Sekianlah dulu rancangan kita Sekepok Tiga... hehehe haizz satgi orang kata cetak rompak plak! hahaha

Wassalam ~


Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Full Moon

18 Rabi'ul Awal 1434H
I was driving alone back from work, saw a big giant full moon up in the sky. I always wanted to take picture of it. Looking at the full moon, I remember one hadith saying that Rasulullah has a glory face like a moon shining at night. But I don't have that high-tech camera... I was quite sad. You know i always love studying about astronomy at school. Sometimes I day dream to be an astronaut during my young age. But I know I am not smart enough to be one hahaha! Anyway, God has other great plan for me. I accept it with my open arms :) 

I remember living in a hostel, we used to have prep time from after Isyak prayer until 11 PM... probably or 10PM. Whatever... Sometimes during prep time I sneaked out of the class to our big school field in baju kurung and I would lay down with hand under my head facing the night skies watching the moon and the stars. I love to interpret the star constellation. The subject somehow amazes me. I don't know about anyone else. My friends used to think that I am a weirdo hahaha! I mean most kids always like to think that about their friends don't they? Naaahh no hard feeling, it doesn't even bother me. All I care is i love what I do. 

Anyway, that is my short story for you tonight. Thank God we have internet access. At least i still can post a full moon that i thought i saw while driving just now. Good night!


Thursday, January 3, 2013

Happy New Year 2013!

So we are 3 days in 2013 now. How time flies... so fast! I just started to gear up for my resolution ;p then a year passed! I am damn slow. I have couple of new add up to my old carry over resolution haha! This time around i just have to organize my life and make it happen. I am so surprise that I can be patience all these years... with myself of course. I mean eventually we are competing with ourselves more than others outside you. Really? Only you know who you are. No one including mom and dad can define you to you :) the important thing is planning, planning and planning.... and oh action please! LOL 

Anyway, i'll skip my babbling and wish you a very Happy 2013 towards the end. Keep up your faith, respect, generosity and spread love. Even though these days people are very stingy to give love even though it is free. LOVE all of you :) SMILE




Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Nurul Iman

Today 14th Muharam 1434H, i wear my favorite jubah to work because i have date with my favorite intelectual, Dr Zulkifli Mohamad Al Bakri :) I decided to increase my iman because last friday i met up with my good friend at masjid Muadz Bin Jabal. We were there to listen to Habib Ali Zainal Abidin. Thanks to my friend Saiful Amir who introduced me to this masjid. I was so happy to see my friend's transformation to be a better person :) I accidentally saw him doing his prayer and it almost drawn me to tears. Actually he introduced me to a lot of unique and weird thinking. In silence we understand each others well. I guess that's an art-way of communication, silence haha. Moreover with this new media social coming in, we laugh in our brain, we talk in our heart haha you see no words coming out from your mouths. Creepy cyber world. Anyway, Alhamdulillah i am thankful to God for blessing me with all these beautiful talented people.

Oh, to continue with my supposed entry hehe.. Habib Ali is my another favorite ulama. I knew both role model of mine from IKIM.fm radio. I love Dr Zulkifli because he practise what he preached. You can see them from their appearances, akhlaks (attitude) and the way they carry themselves. Both always exceed my expectation when they answered any questions and very humble too. SubhanAllah. Habib in arabic means someone who is knowledgeable or literally means lover. He is in love with knowledge. Both are! I would love to be like them too =)

That's all for now. Am actually a little sleepy just now so while doing my work, i divert myself and write new entry haha.. NOw I am awake after some Dhuha sprinkling wuduk. I'll update later after Isyak probably at the masjid. Later!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Talking to nature

I ignore nature for quite a while now. Today somehow i feel like interacting with them again. I was so busy with human and world lately. Shame on me. Last time when i connected to nature i was closer to God more than i know. I was back on track, and free from worldly hassle. Then i am lost again. I understand God is testing due to there's a price to pay to enter His Jannah.

The weather is a little gloomy this evening as i walk to a shop to buy spaghetti sauce. I decided to continue walking and hear the wind and do zikr with the trees. Along the way i passed by shops, restaurants, houses and i saw boys playing soccer, mom playing with her kids in their house, guys eating in restaurants while teasing the government, children hate their foods, pakistanis walking happily with their friends after work, an aunty walking slowly down the stairs due to some illness, etc... suddenly a little squirrel crossed my path and it reminds me of Gaza, Syria and Rohingya. We are here living what we think an ordinary lives and they thought we were living a far more than beautiful lives. Like one of the poem i'd heard on ikim.fm, we cried because of we broke our love relationship, our children failed in exams, etc... we hate our government, nothing is going our ways, nothing is good for us. Everybody is doing the wrong thing. And yet we still live peacefully. We can walk along the street without being bombarded, we can eat and have quality times with our family and friends discussing our future, mom can always scold her children due to they did not doing things her way, dad still want what he wants even though it might jeopardize his health, a group of guys can always yell at the tv because they hated the government, friends fight because they were jealous of each others, etc... i stopped at a bus stop and drink my bottle of green tea with lemon and taled to the trees, i am so grateful i can still stroll around my resident and feel the cold breeze, and breath the free fresh air. I watch the cars pass me by, i feel so bless but am still lost. Why? I have plenty of time to get closer to my Creator, but i always think and said i have no time. I have time to chat with my friend over the phone and yet i have no time to do zikr and read the Quran. I have time to do solah, but still i rush in doing it and lack of focus. I don't know where i'm rushing to. While our darlings in Gaza benefit every minutes that they have in hands. Focus, istiqamah, determine. All because of Allah and Muhammad Rasulullah. We really are far from them. We donate because we cannot stand watching the vids and photos of kids being shot, blood pools everywhere, corps lying on the streets, etc... how many of us do it because of Allah? We take care of our parents because it's our responsibilities, mom gave birth to us, dad took care of us since day one. So we ought to repay by taking care of them when we grew up. Not because of Allah. We need to revisit our objective when we promised in front of Allah before we were born and in the world of ruh. I am saying all these more to myself than to you ;-)

Hopefully we can change to be a better person that we are today. Remember change starts with me. Giving is happiness.